Date of Award:
5-2026
Document Type:
Thesis
Degree Name:
Master of Science (MS)
Department:
English
Committee Chair(s)
Benjamin Gunsberg
Committee
Benjamin Gunsberg
Committee
C.R. Grimmer
Committee
Jennifer Sinor
Committee
Brian McCuskey
Abstract
“Specimen” is a collection of my original poetry drawn from my thesis that explores identity and experience through the lens of nature. Specimens are dead, preserved individuals of nature who are used for scientific study. They help us humans understand the world better, help us make scientific advancements, but can they do more than that? In my poetry, I see myself and all the other individuals as specimens, singularities with lessons to teach and things to learn. Listening to the more-than-human world, acknowledging their differences can help us understand the aspects of ourselves that feel out of place, be those identities that do not fit into heteronormative society or hurts that are too painful to speak of. In “Specimen,” the individuals are teachers and metaphors who help me learn the pattern of myself, one I haven’t been able to interpret in the past. These individuals are fundamentally different from us, but in my poetry, I explore these differences as a way to understand the more difficult parts of ourselves—hurt, trauma, less accepted identities. These differences between humans and other parts of nature are highlighted in my poetry. By using the names, images, and feelings that individual plants and bugs have, I explore how we can learn to accept ourselves and the world around us.
Recommended Citation
payne, basil, "Specimen" (2026). All Graduate Theses and Dissertations, Fall 2023 to Present. 790.
https://digitalcommons.usu.edu/etd2023/790
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